I don’t feel 35.
And I certainly don’t LOOK 35…
But here I am. Turning 35.
There have been moments I have been really down on myself-because most 35 year-old women have the following: their own place (or a roomie), an established career, a significant other, and if not with, in the works of babies.
Babies are freaking everywhere when you hit your mid-30s.
Overall I am pretty happy though. Because at this time last year I was a few things I am no longer: financially unstable, working at a place I was burnt out from, and generally kinda confused about everything in my life. In some important areas.
So when New Years hit this time around, I decided since I was already mostly there I would continue to make CLARITY my 2015 “theme.” Clear on all areas of my life.
and I’ve learned that with Clarity still comes some confusion!
But it’s more what I like to label as “forward confusion.”
For example, I attended a meetup I was uncertain about directly supporting my path, but since it was CLEAR in my gut that it would be good for me, I went. The clarity came after when a woman I met from the group gave me an unexpected reading so powerful it still sits with me right now, encourages me, and has further connected me with plans for my future.
So it’s all good.
At 35, in 2015 I am going to keep it moving in forward confusion.
Because so far on the other side-there has always been Clarity.