Last night my friends threw me a going away party.
It is one of two before I move to Texas,
and as bummed as I am to leave some really amazing people I am also
experiencing a heart swell so big it almost hurts, and makes me want to cry
or throw up…
Kind of like being in love?
I am so grateful.
Moving is the trigger for this feeling because it is causing me to reflect on my relationships, and what I would hope for with creating new ones.
Most of us are lucky to find a handful of people in our lives that we really connect with. We are especially lucky to find friendships that remain solid over many years.
Most of us are lucky if we end a romantic relationship amicably and find gratitude in the experience. We are especially lucky to keep the friendship solid after that same ending.
So most of us are, and feel lucky if we can have some forms of this remain a constant throughout our lives.
As for me,
I have it all-with more than a handful of people.
And for that,
I am incredibly grateful.
Heart is swelling again…